Im a little sub at heart, I like to be cared for, treated like a princess and made to feel loved. Unless we are having sex that is. Then I love nothing more than to be told what to do, treated roughly and made to submit and revert to my base self which is basically someone who is eager to please. I’ve explored this a bit in the past, tried using paddles, spreader bars, fucking machines all sorts of other paraphernalia, but nothing like yesterday.
The day started with a trip to the capital nervously sitting through a 90min train ride delayed by a broken bridge and an extra change. I was to meet two experienced Doms in Shadow Dimitri and Billy King in a Dungeon in the centre of London.
It’s hard to explain what you feel when you walk in to a fully stocked dungeon for the first time, especially knowing you are going to be using the place. The walls were full of all manner of equipment and toys, everything from paddles the size of cricket bats to electro-stim rigs, a huge sensory deprivation box and things that even if they were explained to me I’m still not sure I’d know what they are for.
To start I was placed in a cage, rules were explained to me that I had to follow and they made sure I would be well behaved and that I understood that I was there for their pleasure only. Then we began and what proceeded felt like an overwhelming whirlwind. I was never free, never without something inside me or being otherwise chastised, at one point I had 2 cocks in my mouth and a fucking machine relentlessly pounding me from behind all whilst being strapped down and handcuffed.
I still ache today, my legs ache from the positions I was in, my jaw aches from the dick sucking I did and my cunt aches from the hours of abuse it received. Standby for the videos – they are going to be epic!
Erin Moore 